Updates and confessions XD

Never really gave a formal address to when I got back from England, but I think most of you can assume I'm back in the land of Oz and on arrival my schedule has been completely blocked with work and my film course at JMC XD 

I have spent nearly a week at JMC now and I have to say it's my kinda place for making films, learning the business of the industry, and just geeking about films, music, games, and other junk with the film buffs so I can safely say I have fitted in well with it  

Currently filling out some paperwork for permits to film in the next few weeks (that was quick XD) and exchanging messages with fellow students about the plot and story of a short film like some good friends here on DA they can work as a team so I'm grateful for that

The problem now is finding time to draw. Since work takes up 3 days of the week, JMC takes up two but no doubt I will need to go in on my own time. And spend hours at home doing work at the risk of repeating my typical excuses for my lack of art or writing on DA. I'll just let you guys assume that I might he slow around here for the time being XD 

Bottom line. Love JMC. Loved my trip to England where I chilled with family and Wolfey for 6 weeks, and I'm happy with where life is right now  

So for a bit of fun I will do this confessions thing I was tagged in by

 1) copy these rules for others to know.

2) Copy the goal and point that I've written or you can just write it in your own words to make it shorter for people. (

3) Write at least 10 confessions (you can actually write as many as you please) about something you say/said, do/did and/or thought/think.

4) Tag at least 5 people you're following, but if you want you can tag more.  

1: this is one most people are shocked with when it comes to me. But I'm a terrible public speaker, I mean going by a script and structure to present a topic (unless it's one I know lots about) for me is very difficult. Lots of people say to me. "But you can perform and do drama! It's the same thing!" Wrong making people laugh on stage is much easier in my mind then informing them serious topics so I suck at public speaking

2: I have really bad anxiety that is absolutely fucking annoying at times. ( not like a small tummy cramp, I mean full on struggling to breath at some times) but it's not as common as it used to be, thanks to doing drama which taught me that you shouldn't give two shits about what anything thinks about you

3: this is more a tip then a confession but who cares someone once called me a smooth talker. Because I can bend into quite a few different kinds of crowds and make friends easily. This utter bullshit as I speak only about 3 or 4 topics and obsess like crazy over films and aliens, and other junk (very unsocial) I think what a lot of people simply like about me is my ability to just sit down. And "listen" to people. You'd be surprised how much that can really make someone's day by not blabbing about yourself, bragging, talking about how great you are, or other shit. Just letting them talk about things they like. And not judging someone is something i wish most people had.  

4: I did terrible at school. I mean I really flunked it. That doesn't mean I didn't reach my goal. That means I didn't even make it on the score board I just found school to be a waste of time, it hasn't taught me anything that I've had to re-learn or forget because it's garbage. Saying that, that doesn't mean I was on the bad side with teachers and junk. But I still got into a course, and got a job. And I'm doing what I want so fuck you school

5:  I used to have really long hair and only wore anti motivational shirts to express how I hated school so much now it's changed to knitted jumpers, scarfs, jeans, and fancy brown shoes. (What I'm wearing right now XD) 

6: I mainly came to DA because it was part of my elaborate plan to find people on this planet that actually liked Aliens in the same fashion I did. I only ever found anti alien fans, or predator fans before that. And most of them sucked DA is still really the only place that has good fans of aliens or AVP to talk to :3 

7: I think it's safe to say it now. But I used to make fun of Internet dating as being a desperate measure for creeps to find fake people that look like their wet dreams but yeah I never expected to find love on DA lol. Did half expect them to be an alien fan though. (A basic necessity to being close to me ) I still stand by dating websites being stupid though. Your better off finding a friend before a lover online and letting it grow from there  

8: my incredibly aggressive stance on bullying came not from my experiences with bullies. ( their words bounced off me like algebra and all maths XD) but watching people I cared about or others being picked on. I actually kicked a fella in the head who was doing a 10 against 1 attack on a kid smaller then him. Got in trouble, but it feels very satisfying to make those fucks cry and feel bad, since they spend years attacking others. (Like I said. I have no sympathy for bullies) 

9:  I used to have really bad asthma as a child. But I outgrew it. That's about it  

10: I can spend hours and hours watching documentaries about anything. Not sure if theirs a problem with that. But apparently it's not normal watching lots of shit online

And that's it if you liked this. Go for it and link me your answers if not. Sorry I wasted your time  

Now back to sleep I go